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you taught me everything. that’s why i am who i am right now. you taught me to think before i act, to pick a better word whenever i speak, to think what will the person i am talking to will feel after i do something to him, to not hurt anyone as much as i can do, to think not with logic and not only but heart.

but look who you are now. you are none-other the “past” me. you do whatever you want. you speak whatever word you want to speak. you don’t mind bothering anyone just only to get your will fulfilled.

i don’t blame money for making so many people change. i blame the people who really change after they have money in the bag. i don’t blame money for turning friend to foe. i blame those people who are blinded by the power of money.

look at you, my friend. you gotta to look right back on yourself. the moment when you taught me all those things, you gotta remember those lessons and get them on your own life.

twenty three turned 3 today!

when you love someone but you can not be with them. :l

this is what happened when you care too much of people’s opinions instead doing what you feel like doing.

"You got the best memory.
I love when you stop,
And you tell the story.
Of the day we first met,
With the details I tend to forget."

- “Forever and Always” - Chase Coy

i hate rain. i don’t know what good comes with the rain. all i get is wet clothes, noise, fear.

sometimes even lonely feeling come.

When you listen to some old songs and you get that boost of memories coming.

it’s been so long since i ate pasta.

(via so-divine)

(via so-divine)

Together With The Sun Down - Chase Coy

I don’t even know
I’ve never felt this way before
But with someone like you, it makes sense
And I don’t wanna go,
I’ll stay with you forever just as long
as you love me too
just as long as you love me too.

It’s the way that you talk
and the way that you smile
and the way that you love black and white
Baby it’s the way that you hold my hand in the car
and the way that we lie in the sand

It’s not that hard to see
That a single day without you could
make me go crazy
It takes my breath away
it gives me butterflies,
when you hold me when you sleep
when you hold me in your sleep
I never want to leave

It’s the way that you talk
and the way that you smile
and the way that you love black and white
Baby it’s the way that you hold my hand in the car
and the way that we lie in the sand
And we watched the sun go down

It’s the way that you talk
and the way that you smile
and the way that you love black and white
Baby it’s the way that you hold my hand in the car
and the way that we lie in the sand,
And we watched the sun go down

this friday meant so much to me because it was the first time I ever spoke up in front of public to share a bit of my life. i found it exciting to speak in front of people. the feeling of having so many people to listen to every word i speak.

well, i normally don’t like being the center of attention. like whenever i have to present my work in any assignment in front of my group and the lecturer, i will instantly begin to sweat and wet my shirt. and stuttering. going around in the same topic. :l

but unexpectedly that day, it went well! :D i didn’t know how, i didn’t know why. i just kept on talking, made a joke, and all in a sudden i reached the end of the story. great blessing from God.

i don’t know what their response after hearing my story (whether it’s positive or negative) but for me it’s a well.. great accomplishment. :’)